Well things are not good. The W served me with papers yesterday. The funny things is we talked more then, than we have in the last few months. I did a lot of things wrong. I didn't cry or get mad, but started to askwhy we can't try and where did things go wrong. Talked for almost 2 hours. I knew this could happen but harder to deal with when it did. I don't know what to do, give up, keep trying, get a lawyer. I had a feeling that this was going to workout, guess not. She said we can cancel it at anytime. Sending me mixed messages, last ten minutes of the talk was not bad, talked like we were just regular friends. Told her I was not going to fight her on this. If it's what I have to do to show you that I love you, then thats what I will do.


ME 31 / W 29
M 7 / T 13
S 3 / S 5
NOT HAPPY 11/11
BOMB 12/27/11
MOVED OUT 2/12
THINKS D WOULD BE BEST FOR HER 5/14/12
W Files D 6/24/12