More journaling until I get out of moderation...I sent a peace lily to the church from just me and the boys. H texted to say that was the only thing that made his mother cry. She also called me yesterday in response to my letter. She said she prays every day that we will be "okay" and that H and I belong together. She wants to call me more often to check in with me. I said it was fine for her to call but I didn't want to do anything that would "freak H out" or drive him farther away.


M:39 H:39
S/15, S/11 (both adopted in 2004, my step-nephews, now our kids)
M10, T13
Multiple bombs. Latest one 5/4/12, our 10th anniversary.
Still living together and sharing a bed up until 7/18/12.