Soulmates

[irishblessings]

OK - I'm kind of venting - and I apologize in advance...

I am STILL so angry about what was taken from my kids in terms of the true "family" that was in place. My mom is still here for another month and she has been packing up stuff and she has been "shopping" through my things. Many things I have kept that were "ours" (mine and Xs) and I realized that I have kept them because I wanted "things" around that might bring comfort to my son during the last two years. I was trying not to change too much.

Now that I am "transitioning" to a new phase - I am definitely ready to let go of things and such. But I am still harboring anger and I think I always will of what has been taken from my kids. In their mind (and in mine) - we had an awesome family! We were GREAT altogether. Someone said "no one is as good as all of us" - and I think that applies to my situation. I will get through it and over it - but I am still harboring anger and sadness. My oldest is getting married in 18 days and I know that as good as it is - it will still be a little "less" than it could be - because of the loss of what we knew as our family.

Just venting....