Stand up. Poor and tired, but more than this.

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Journal:
got home too late to check out taekwondo for S and I. Will go later this week. H didn't go to work today and hung around the house (not his apartment). Asked me if it was okay. "sure". I went to work for a bit and stayed longer than usual so he would have son longer. H is still here downstairs watching tv and going to cook us dinner tonight.

I noticed when he talked about not wanting to be married, he also talked about his dead-end career in the next breath. Like they are related. Yesterday I did mention that to him that he's done that a few times now. He didn't say anything (I didn't expect anything to be said).

Been thinking about the 180s from things that I can do that will benefit ME only. This is the first time I've put me as a priority on changes I'm making.

Also setting some new goals from a bucket list I'm making. I am focused on my food/exercise. I also signed up for a few classes (starting a business, hypnosis, and eek! at the end of summer, learning to ride a motorcycle!).