Tad, I'm sorry about the situation, but at least now you know that she is bound and determined to plow ahead w/her new life.
Will she hurt you again? Sure she will. You still aren't detached enough to build a thicker skin. You will in time. Just take each day as it comes and if she does or says something that hurts you, feel the pain and let it go.
God has a special plan for you...you may not know what it is right now, but it will be revealed to you at some point when you least expect it.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
