thanks sgctxok. really appreciate you setting me up.

forgot to mention that h is very likely in MLC. also he confided in a friend who told me that he admitted it himself

i left you a message on the kla forum and will go check in there, tonight

also wanted to add, that what you are setting up here is much much appreciated. I think many of the newbies feel very lost, and sometimes the advice given by other lbs's may not be the most constructive , even though it is very well intentioned.

the main beginning message that i think would have helped me a lot in the first months, is to CALM DOWN. we get into a panic at every negative thing that takes place and then make unneeded mistakes.

so once again thank you -

zig

me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"