Thank you for the fast response Accuray. I feel whenever I get dinged 400.00 when I am not expecting it, it’s going to hurt. Doing a 180 on that one seems interesting because I usually just roll with the punches. From the feedback I provided you, do you think I made a bad impression on W? Do you think I just made a backslide? It was just one conversation that didn’t involve any yelling and I ended up agreeing to her request. I probably should have done that in the first place however it was a misunderstanding.
I don’t know if I am being too critical or not. Maybe so, but reconciliation just means so much to me. What’s f’ed up is we were in a very difficult marriage for years but words can’t express how much this sitch is hurting me!!!! I miss my family, I want a “GREAT” relationship with my W. I am sure most of you can understand the pain?
My W was pretty cold for years, I don’t think it was because she didn’t care, I think it had more to do with me not meeting her needs, i.e., financially stable environment , helping out around the house and just taking charge of things that needed to get done (my main 180’s). Ohhh, now that I just wrote this, I think I might have just answered my own question and Accuray’s……Maybe…..Anyway, that was a “one off” with my frustrations but I will make sure to remain cool if I find myself in that type of scenario again, which I am sure I will be.
Am I rambling or am I making sense? Or is confused maybe a better word? Depressed, angry, mad, hurt, sad, jealous. I am learning that a separation or divorce can really mess you up. I’ve never been through something like this before!
