you didn't screw up - and that's perfect - the dinner.
remember warm welcoming and open. and you can still keep your heart safe - that's the detachment part.
enjoy yourself - that's the first thing, and just stop worrying about how he may or may not respond. remember that feeling you had when you made your mil laugh, and noticed how you hadn't been worrying about what to say to her. get in that mode.
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"