swimming with turtles and some guidance

[zig]

journaling-

mixed feelings today. h didn't withdraw yesterday as i expected him too.
called in the evening to let me know he was going to get s's b'day gift. then texted me back about it - most unusual. he had offered to switch cars with me and first suggested that i could just drive over and leave my car there because he was taking his bike to work. but then insisted that no, he would stop by on the way to work with his truck and change cars here this morning.

so he stopped by and was quite friendly. and the vibes were sort of different than usual - he seemed to interact with us with less resistance within himself. then i asked how i'd get his truck back to him - could i just bring it to where he was right after i get back. no, he wanted me to keep it and he would stop by late in the evening after his seminar which ends after 9 , and change out then. he doesn't usually voluntarily come here at night - so odd request.

i have to get my car into the shop and mentioned that i was going to do it tomorrow and ask a friend to give me a ride back. he said no, let's talk about it later and we'll figure it out. you can use the truck all week.

so i'm laying low, and just letting him lead - see where this is going.

zig