Ended up not watching the movie after all. H was tired and didn't want to go out. He started searching OnDemand, but never really found anything. He walked out of the room, and the next thing I know he's in bed. It was 8pm. I ended up going to get dinner and watching a movie by myself. I was pissed I will admit, because I was looking forward to it, but I worked through my expectations of people actually doing what they say, and was okay by the time I went to bed. I did mention it to him Saturday though, and he apologized saying he was just so worn out. Told him it would have been nice for let me know that he was going to bed. LOL
Got news that H's aunt passed away yesterday morning. I had to tell him because he wasn't answering MIL's calls. He had absolutely no reaction whatsoever. I think that's because he had already had the meltdown graduation weekend. But with everything that has gone on in the last year, I'm hoping this doesn't push him over the edge into depression. He hasn't told SS yet (he's in ATL with friends), so I'm not sure how that's going to go.
Told him I was here if he wanted to talk, and gave him a few hugs and kisses last night and this morning. He even cooked dinner last night. He said it would help him keep his mind off of things. I told him I appreciated it, and told him thank you again in my text message this morning.
So still trucking. Was feeling out of sorts yesterday about everything, but went to church and got some words of comfort. Going to just keep doing what I've been doing I guess. I feel like there's a lesson in all this, but I haven't quite gotten it yet...like I keep missing it or something. *shrug* Gotta keep pressing on...until I find the answer.
