W and I had several pleasant exchanges over the weekend, but nothing of substance. Although I think about our R constantly I have been able to completely avoid discussing this with S. I am going to see a new counselor today for a different perspective as my previous one did not seem to help much. If this one just wants to steer me toward divorce I will try a DB coach. I have been hesitant to this point because health insurance covers counseling. I really wonder if i am doing things right. What if she changes her mind but thinks I don't want her any more?
M-31, W32 S12, S9, S8, D3 M 12 Years Bomb dropped: 4/30/12 ("I need to be happy") EA discovered: 5/8/12 W denied PA unsure Moved out 7/6/12
