Right now, this is really huge for me. How can I ever trust her again? She obviously doesn't have any respect for me at all. I mean joking about me thinking things were on the mend? That's just cruel. I could never do something like that to anyone, let alone someone who I claimed to love merely days before. This is going to take a long time for me to deal with. Right now I'm so angry, I could quite happily never speak to her again, let alone try and repair what seems to be our sham of a marriage.
