OK, major update. I just got into her email. I know I shouldn't have looked but her password was saved in my laptop, came up. and I couldn't resist She hasn't met someone else but is definitely blaming me for everything. I was turning her into a bitter cynic, making it hard to see her parents, I didn't take the breakup well. She didn't spend a lot of time thinking about it but has decided it is the right thing to do. She was really looking forward to the future and knows it is the right choice. Joking that she thought that I thought we were on the mend. Is planning trips abroad and is looking forward to being single again and meeting the next love of her life.
And here I am wondering how I need to change to improve our relationship and how I should phrase an email regarding the bills she needs to pay and crying every 30 minutes.
I AM SO ANGRY I COULD PUNCH HOLES IN THE WALL!!! AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!
