thanks for the reply. i know why she wanted to leave from my viewpoint. i believe she was sick of my drinking, i wasnt emotionally there for her, and i took her for granted. she definitely isnt coming back right now. not with the pleading, reasoning, etc. i want to get back to be the confident MAN that she fell in love with. get rid of my insecurities and be fun again.
i want her back for me and her first and foremost. she is the woman i love. the woman of my dreams. i am very lucky to have had her in my life. i want that back. secondly, i want to be a family again. my kids deserve that.
just thought i should mention, im pretty dense. blunt honesty works the best with me.
