Of course I want control of my life... MIL is a concern for later when W and I start to reconcile. I will voice my concerns to W at that time. MIL the enabler is the trouble now. But nothing I can do about that. So, I pray and ask God for his protection and guidance. I ask that His will be done. And I need to find a new IC that will fight WITH me instaid of getting frustrated when I make a mistake. Because I'm sure I will make more.

Super excited to get my boys today. I have missed them so much. Going to be a good day with them.

Have faith, be good and stay safe...


M:40 W:31
S:8 S:5 D:8(prev. relationship)
Bomb dropped: 5/10/12 It's not you it's me
MO: 6/1/12
T:14
M:9