was writing my first entry for the journal. an interesting thought i had - i feel really reassured by the conversation with joann today - not because she gave me any indication that it would all turn out fine. actually it was so different -
what she said to me made me feel that i am really doing the best and the most that i possibly can, and later, no matter what happens i will always know that i gave it my all. that acknowledgement gave me a lot of peace suddenly, and it feels as if it is enough for now
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
