I’ve came to the conclusion that my sitch consumes me.
Oh yeah, this is totally normal -- every waking minute spent thinking about it, sometimes dreaming about it. There are lots of things you can do to help with that, but only the passage of time will really make it better. It's very important to recognize what it does to you, so that you can accept and understand the state you're in. This can help you to NOT do things you shouldn't WRT W.
Accuray
Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11 Start Reconcile: 8/15/11 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced) In a New Relationship: 3/2015
