Stronger

[mishka422]

I'm facing a major fear tomorrow....I'm going to a casting call for The Biggest Loser. It's about an hour from here. One of my friends originally was going to go with me but she was called out of town at the last minute so I'm on my own. SCARY! I don't like going places outside of my bubble on my own so this is going to take some courage on my part.

I had to have pictures to take with me to put with my application. I HATE having my picture taken in any situation so that was torture. Gabe took them for me this morning in our living room. I hope they are ok.

Please, if you are a praying person, please pray for me. This would be such a literal life saver if I could get on that show. Honestly, the motivation for being on the show as nothing to do with the prize for first place. It has everything to do with wanting to live. I know what is going to happen to me otherwise.

So nervous!