The behavior that he is exhibiting is very typical of someone in mlc. Rachael, if his lips are moving, you can't believe everything he tells you.
Yes, it is a trial to be patient, but you can do it.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
