Well, I am mostly calm, but sometimes things happen and I have to bear with them... I talked to my best friend, the one that called my H's office the other day, and when she learned I still had not heard anything, she volunteered to call again. She did but it was just 9 am and nobody answered...
What got me a bit upset is that when we finished talking, she was very positive I should get a divorce after this. This means that the three people who know what has happened these last three weeks are all telling me to forget it and go ahead with the D. They all had been previously very supportive of my DB efforts...
I know that the silence and the cc thing do most likely mean he has no intention of working things out, and I am trying to get my mental house in order for that very likely potential outcome. But it still bothers me...
Just venting...
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"
