Husband Filed for Divorce Today

[Jessica M.]

I've been struggling with a lot of different emotions lately. Earlier when I was out I was just mad. I am so mad at WAH for putting us in this position. Not only did he leave, but he's uprooting our whole lives. He'll come back to the house once we're gone. Me and my daughter are the ones that have to leave, I had to find a job and she'll have to go to childcare for the first time. She's never been away from me for an extended time. Luckily I found a job pretty quickly. But I'm trying to find an attorney, go through training, find care for my daughter along with trying to arrange care for her during my training, find an apartment, apply for food stamps and child care assistance. All this plus trying to get through the emotional pain of my husband leaving me and trying not to throw a pity party for myself. This has definitely tested me in a way that I have never been tested. If it weren't for my daughter I don't know where I'd be. But I'm still having a hard time juggling everything and keeping it all together. My daughter is definitely getting the raw end of the deal.

Oh well! That's my rant for the day! Need to keep my head up and do what's best for me and my daughter.