Very inspiring Angel. Optimist, You will get through this too. The waiting has to be the hardest part. My heart goes out to you for the insensitive your H is treating you and your D. It's totally his loss if he leaves. They say they always realize that later. I guess that's the payback. We move on and they are left regretting what they've done for the rest of their sorry lives.
Hang tough Opt. We are all here to lift you up and you will NOT fall. Rachael