Swimming with Turtles pt 2

[zig]

I look at it now as two people who love each other (we have both confirmed this), trying to find their way, and enjoying physical intimacy.

that's a great way to look at it and so glad that both of you can feel like that.

when i read that, i felt some sort of hope that maybe h and i could do the same..if he and i agreed about it in the same way. i so much miss the intimacy we had

but i don't know - we'll see. right now, i feel as if i just need to let things go along . he's been aggressive in a strange way lately as i mentioned before - i don't know if it's a reaction to me trying to change things in the dynamics between us or something else. i feel as if i just need to hang back and see how this party goes next week.

i'm going through so much internal upheaval myself as so much stuff is rising up from deep inside, that it's all i can do to get basic things done each day

thanks for telling us how you work it ss - it helps to hear a totally different take on it