Sorry for your loss P. My father died a month before we had our problems. So I feel for you.
"The feelings of jealousy and loss are overwhelming at times...does it really get better, or will I always feel broken?"
The answer to this^^^^is yes. It kinda happens slowly where you start having better days and less bad days. I'm going thorugh that right now. You once were both one. But your hearts were ripped from each other and it needs time to heal like a cut.....And after a while you will no longer feel broken. You will realize that you are who you are because of you not your W or anyone else.
Again my condolences.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
