My Mom lost her battle with cancer and passed away. D is final next week. I decided to finally take my ring off...I think that I wore it partially for my Mother's sake- She loved my ex & hoped that we would repair our R. I would love that more than ever, but I'm losing hope- she seems to become more distant & strange every day. Just keeping busy, taking care of my 2 boys, the house, working ( and dealing with a six figure pay-cut, ouch) I honestly miss life in Afganistan--so simple. I try to stay busy, gal, see my T...but I can't shake the feeling of loss, lonliness. Women hit on me often- not being vain but I'm a good looking guy in great shape, funny, intelligent...but none of them really appeal to me. The feelings of jealousy and loss are overwhelming at times...does it really get better, or will I always feel broken?
(F.K.A. Broken422)
US 40's M 17,T 19 2 BOYS 13,16 Divorced 4/2012 11/2011 W SAID SHE WANTS D
"When it is dark enough,you can see the stars"- Ralph Waldo Emerson
