I just read back through your first thread and you got a lot of good advice but are still stuck in the same place.

This is work, you have to work on yourself change your attitudes, your thoughts. No one can help you do that.

You aren't moving forward because you don't know where you want to go.

Think about the man you want to be and start working to become that.

What kind of man to you want to be?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss