I think the ML (or is it just plain having sex? a ONS) is confusing. Can you have sex with the person you love and want back in your life with no expectation?

I don't have the answer, it's just a question.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss