So I'm beginning to think the whole MC idea will just make things worse and is best avoided. One of the main reasons i suggested it is as a safe place to talk. Almost every time we've spoken since she left it starts well and then rapidly goes downhill whilst she tells me how much better life is without me. Problem is the going dark alternative seems a bit too one sided. She gets all the freedom she wanted and I worry about rebuilding my life. How can I keep communication lines open without seeming to be pursuing?
