Today was good! I found myself feeling sad, so I let myself cry. 5 min later I though ok, now when will you allow yourself to feel happy? Do you want to lay in bed and have a pity party or do something about it?
Went for a hike then to my first kick boxing class. I totally rocked it! Afterwards I hiked down a new trail and discovered some horses in a field. I jumped the fence (bad girl!) And walked up to them to pet. Really nice and therapeutic.
A few tears came out of no where. I put on my iPod and sang out loud on the hike back.
Tomorrow I have zumba. The next day is set aside to lounge by the pool with a cookout party at a friends the next day.
Feeling better every day.
Me-31 H-24 D3,D2 M 4 yrs WAW(me) 12/2011 role reversal 03/2012 (H)PA 3-6/2012 (H)D filed 6/2012 D deemed "inactive", closed 8/2012 I've moved on 9/2012