I'm a new person

[2chiquitos]

I feel like I have Val on one shoulder and Brooke on the other. And this is where I feel conflicted.

He said, I'm not asking you to have patience or hope. I don't know what will come of this.

Seriously?? You have f-- benefited from me having patience and hope. It's BECAUSE I have/had patience and hope that you come and go as you f-- please. It's BECAUSE I had patience and hope that I haven't gotten an atty involved. It's BECAUSE I had patience and hope that I don't physically detach!

So don't f-- come to me and tell me as if you're wiping your hands clean of my frustrations! I have not told him this, yet. Waiting for a time when I'm calm and composed.