First of all, I want you to know that although I have not been able to get signed on to this site for days, I have been able to read your posts. MY heart goes out to you and I wish I could give you a big giant bear hug!
I cannot however believe you said this:
Quote: I am sorry I failed you all...I really thought it was going to work out..
Don't you EVER say you've failed US, YOURSELF or anyone. YOU have been a pillar of strength and determination to save your M and WE are all proud of you and WE ARE ALL in your corner. T2