Separation Helped So Far..

[anyhope]

Right. That constant feeling of being judged and not good enough all the time. I guess over the years I 'learned' to put up with it so to say but it only pushed us away.
I no longer ask him about ow as he's been saying its over.. Thats his story and he's sticking to it. He no longer tells anything to fiends I speak to as things come back to me. Not sure if I mentioned how he took ow to a party he knew I wasnt going to. I found out about it later so I figured that instead of ending things with her he might just be more careful and I think I was right.
Out of curiosity I looked at ow's facebook page the other day and she became friend with another friend of our. One that I'm not in touch with but lately h is. So I'm guessing he knows I dont talk to that guy and will not find out about him being with ow. So... all games...
Yet he just called me now to go to a beach, makes me sick really.