One more thing, you may want to either check your computer or have a tech check it to ensure that your h hasn't managed to put a key stroke program on it to monitor what you are doing. My xh told on himself to his mother by saying that he had put in "language" to be able to read the home email messages, but couldn't read them. My mil immediately contacted me so that i could go searching for the language and remove it.
Just more food for thought.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
