I wasted so much time and energy on "whys". I went round and round until I was dizzy. I blamed myself, I blamed him, I blamed God.
Until after the kind people on here who became my friends finally got through to me. I wish I had all that time back. Although each step of this journey is important.
Nothing good comes of that way of thinking. It doesnt change anything, it doesnt help anything. What it does do is keep you stuck.
You get so hung up on trying to understand that you forget that it really doesnt matter why.
It really doesnt. Because this is something that those of us not in MLC can really ever understand.
So, try to change your mindset. It is what it is right now. Doesnt matter why.
Change the things about you that you want to change.
Be there for your children. Show them how to navigate through life's challenges with dignity and grace. They are watching you.
Use the information you have to become the best GM you can be.
