How is the best way to get encouragement and advice here? It takes awhile for my posts to appear because of moderation (which I understand and can imagine it is a huge job with all the posts) but by the time my posts show up, the thread ends up being way down the line.
WAH was here again today. He actually came over straight from getting off 2nd shift and stayed the night because I had to go to work this morning to get a drug test and physical. He even slept in the same bed with me. That was weird. We didn't talk till after I got home and he got home from the park with our daughter. He picked us up food and was really nice. I am very stressed out about getting child care for our daughter because I won't be working normal 9-5 hours and there is not a lot available around here. He said we would figure it out.
We've been very pleasant with each other and I'm trying not to show any negative emotions. It hasn't been that hard when he's here but I'm struggling when it's me and my daughter. I am exhausted, emotionally and physically, and feel like I have nothing to give right now. It makes me feel even worse because I have less than a week until I start work and am not a SAHM anymore. I should be doing as much as I can with her this week but there really isn't much to give right now. It makes me so mad that my husband is putting us in this situation. But I'm trying to stay strong so I don't break down!
I need encouragement!
Jessica
Me:29; W:37 T: 6 M: 4 D: 2; SD: 14; SS: 17 H filed D: 6/13/12; H moved out: 6/14/12 H moved back in: 6/28/12 Confirmed EA: 8/12
