Had a great night GAL. S had a great night with H.
Decided that I have entirely too much going on and going for me to sit around analysing and rethinking out R, our friendship, etc. I've let way too much of my life go by these last few months because I've been so wrapped up in this.
I've learned a lot about myself and I've developed a better relationship with my son and now it's time to start widening that circle...train for this 10 mile race, join a dance class with a friend, recommit myself to my career...