Got a couple of days left in Orlando before going back home to Liverpool, had fun over here, although I feel like I need another holiday to get over this one.
Been to all the theme parks Disney, sea world, universal, busch gardens with my W and the kids. It's been nice spending all this time together as a family and on the whole there's been lots of positives and a few negatives between me and my W. The good
We've had lots of fun together with the kids, got on really well and compromised a little better than we usually do. A couple of times we flirted with each other, which was nice. The bad
She totally dismissed fathers day, never even got a card for the kids to give me, they made one on the day and when we were out shopping she said why don't you buy yourself something for fathers day. I just thought that blowed she could have got a card for them :-( every night she has made sure she went to bed first and went asleep, don't know if it's to avoid speaking to me or to avoid any physical contact, ml.
I've also experienced lots of triggers thinking of the affair on this holiday and I've had to snap myself out of it.
Maybe I'm just hoping still that I'll feel a spark between us again. I k.ow that this is my issue and I shouldn't have any expectations. But i'm finding it hard accepting the way things are, because I want more.
This is just me speaking in general on this vacation, it hasn't stopped me having fun and enjoying myself. I've over indulged in the huge portions of food over here and the margheritas LOL!!
Just thought I'd check in, haven't posted for a couple of weeks.
Me 34 W 32 D 9 S 6 M: 9 years T: 12 Bomb: 02/11/12 EA/PA: 12/17/11 - ongoing Moved out: Oct 2012 Joint Filed for D: 2/11/13
