When I read that again with the spacing and lol's I should have worded that a bit better. My sense of humor isn't for all either at times a little levity keeps me going sometimes.
If I could edit I should have said:
<joke> "But hey, look at the bright side at least she won't be banging the OM for the next 6 weeks! lol <joke>
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Could this possibly get more exciting/any better? roflmao
And I didn't complete my thought there. What I meant by that is, not only do I have the standard sitch recovery to deal with. From what I have been reading a hysterectomy wreaks havoc in many ways with most women e.g. messes with their emotions/hormones/sets off depression etc. So in short, I'm laughing at the fact that somehow, my sitch got significantly harder by nothing of my own doing this time.
I hate that my W is going through this, and I want to be there for her, but she doesn't want me there. Our exchanges have been amicable for months but that makes no matter, she has chosen not to see me since Valentines day.
Taken as written I agree, that came off as quite crass hopefully above gives it more context.
I have been seeing a counselor, who's advice similar to all of my friends and family is to move on. She is helpful but in all honesty it is more of me venting than anything else. I'm sober, career is going well, and I'm GAL and working on myself daily. Outside of this sitch, and my sarcastic/off color sense of humor I'm doing pretty well.
Thanks for your feedback Rick I'm glad to see you are doing well!
me 38 W 30 T 3 M in 05/2010 Separated 08/2011 Stephchildren (all hers) SS17, SS12, SD8 I filed 8/27, she countered I filed response 9/5 Anxiously waiting on the judge!
