I just got caught up on your sitch SS and IMO their is still too much focus on your h right now. He is dictating everything and I feel that your emotions will change at the drop of a dime with something he does or even says to you.
I could be off here and I have also been in a similar position as you looking for any positive signs. It is very hard to detach emotionally but is necessary for your growth as an independent individual.
I am glad that you decided to move to your condo. When are you going? I know that was a difficult decision for you but it is what you felt is best for you and in that case you can't go wrong.
Do your best not to worry about a response or a reaction from your h, that is not within your control.
He is not able to fill you emotionally anymore and if you are striving to be the best possible you then I would say that he shouldn't have to fulfill you emotionally. That is for you to do for u.
