As mentioned in my last post, father's day was a nice day, W seemed to have fun spending the day with D and me.
I was going to start paying some bills and logged int my cellphone online account to see how much was owed. As I mentioned before, W phone is part of my plan and one I logged in I could not help myself and looked at her usage. I saw that while she was with us on father's day she was texting the OM, so what time she had along like going to the bathroom, she was texting OM. This really hurt because while we where together she could not stop texting the OM. I know I should be detached and should not have looked or cared about what she is doing, but it still hurts that a day I thought we doing things as a family, she was still reaching out for her OM.
I don't know, it just seems that everyday I loose a little more of my resolve to continue this way. I know this will take time but it's hard to continue everyday when things like this come to light.
Well today is my first IC session and will take about all of this.
M-41 W-41 D-7 M- 10yrs I still love you, but 4-25-12 Think she might have EA/PA 5-17-12 Confirmed PA 6-9-12
