I lost it this morning. I had asked my H about the credit card on Sunday. He said he would get it sorted out. Yesterday no phone call, no response. So I called him this morning and asked him again. He said he forgot. That just sent me over the edge.
The first time ever in my life I told him to '**** you, and **** off! Enough is enough!"
The first time ever in my life I have spoken to him like that. This is not a good sign. I am clearly over stretched in this situation. I have never wanted our relationship to degenerate into such foul language and I have never allowed that of myself or of him. I've just broken my own principles. So, I'm definitely losing something here.
He then sent me umpteem emails telling me how unreasonable I've been, how this is exactly the sort of thing he hates, that he can't stand it when I call him out of the blue and let rip, that I am being uncivilised, that he is angry with me and I am disrespecting his feelings.
He is now absolutely insisting that it has been only 6 months since we have been separated. The more I say it is 2 years, the more he now says it's only 6 months.
I'm at a total loss.
So, I emailed him back saying look, I'm tired, I'm confused, I feel that no matter what I do it's always wrong - can't win. He doesn't want to see any of the good times - only the bad. I barely spend time with him and he says it's too much time. He's so angry and though I respect his anger there comes a time when enough is enough.
