Please pray for me. I keep praying myself. Someone once told that these events are only a piece of a puzzle and there is something greater to all this.

This morning H said he thinks he may never commit to someone. This was like a siren for me because it's not the first time I heard a guy tell me this. Last relationship was 5 yrs and he told me from day one he never wanted to get married. Rebound guy (b4 H) was also a commitment phobe.

I'm beginning to see a pattern...

Before he left my place tonite he said, ok I'll see you guys in the morning. I had told him this morning he wasn't going to come tomorrow morning anymore. I didn't say anything. UGH! I don't initiate break-ups cuz I have abandonment issues. and this is a great example. HELP!


M 42 H 39
T10 (-2yrs separation)
S8 D5
DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA)
Reconciled 6/2013
Separation in works 1/2017