Lost

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Well I've come to realize that I will never understand the mind of a WAS!

Yesterday while at the pool in passing I mention to W that I had a Dr. appt. for my stomach issues( I've had these issues for years and W was there for me the whole time I was recuperating after my operation). She said, I'm glad you are going to see a dr. to look over that ( Back story, As most men, I hate going to the dr. The only time I would go was when W would "force" me to go, so I guess a minor 180 that I'm doing it on my own)

So go to the dr. get checked out, and all is good!

Get home and I start to think, she did not even call to see how it went? I let it bother me for a couple of hours thinking how she made it a point to put it on the calendar when OM had a dr. appt, but for me not even a call. After awhile I start thinking , right now I'm not even a worth a second of thought to her. Yep that's true and guess what..... Why should I care what she is thinking?!?! I got good news from the doc and THAT is what is important!

Then just a few minutes ago, she sends me a txt, she starts with asking a question about our D, but then we start joking and talking about funny stuff from our past. We keep doing this for about 15mins, this is the most we ever txt each other since this all began, let along the fact that she reached out to me, can't remember the last time she started a txt conversation.

Strange I tell you.... Oh well another day.... Looking forward to my first IC session tmw.