sayitaintso. Thanks for the comments! I understand what you are saying about needing her to come back on her own. Sometimes I have it all straight in my head and feel good about things and then something happens and I get thoughts of her hooking up with one of her friends and it messes me up. She is such a good person but she has also made a few comments to me that make it sound like she fully expects me to start dating and she tells me that would be ok because we don't live together. Then I tell her I am still married and not giving up on us. She says she is not interested in being in a relationship again but at some point I am sure she will and those are the thoughts that get me down. I have not brought up anytihgn about us in over a month but these are the things we have talked about prior to learning to shut my mouth!
I know it is none of my buisness if she dates but for me if she starts dating someone then I will probobly not be able to deal with that and need to let her go for good.
M-45 W-44 2D - 11&13 2SS - 11&17 Married 10/10/10 Bomb 3/5/12 Moved 5 houses away 4/20/12 Back together 9/12 Seperated 6/13 Divorce Final 11/13/13
