No, I'm not happy with how things are. I think, as I was writing about it, I came to the thought that I should try to have a good experience with him. I appreciate all advice. I guess I just processed it and came to this conclusion. I don't know if it's the "right" one but I'll see what happens.

I'm going to tell him that I need to get away and visit an old girlfriend from high school. I think getting away from this lonely life, all by myself, out in the country, will be good for my PMA. I have way too much time on my hands to think about him and the sitch.

He really shouldn't have a problem with it, to my way of thinking. Anyone who tells their wife they "don't miss" then has lost that right.

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing