NRTS (Not Repairable at This Station) 2

[WenikiTiki]

I have figured out a huge problem with the way things are right now. I am going along with my STBXH's plan to have a smooth divorce. We are still in the same house, we see each other all the time. If I hid he comes and finds me. The kids and grandkids are around alot, which causes us to be in the same room hanging out with them.

We pretty much live as a couple, without sleeping in the same bed. When I try to detach he pulls me back, or the kids do. I feel like I need to get a little bit meaner. I just don't know how.

He needs to not have ME around to soften the world for him. I have talked about staying on the boat, but never do. It is a problem with the dogs.

There is still a part of me wishing he would wake up. He and OW continue their "Breakup to makeup" game. And wow watching it from afar is like being sucked back into 8th grade. And I never played those games. So I thought people who acted that way were immature THEN!

MY best friend and I have also had a falling out, and I am tired of people pushing me around, being rude and then just expecting me to smile and ask for another load of crap.

Oh well, I need to take my car in to be serviced. On with my day.