GridLocked

[MrD]

Couple of things going on here now. I've noticed that the W & OM for the recent last week have stopped physicaly seeing each other. I'm not sure what's going on but I'm still persuing getting a new job, my own bank account and my own place to move(still in the area).
But a couple of things I need to work out is how to support the S7 & S12 as for now will stay in the current house with the W. But I will not support her at all( not enough money ).
Should I stop W medical insurance? And how much is needed to support the two boys?
Next question I have is, when finding a town home to rent. What kind of lease agreement should I look for since this is a non-legal seperation?


I keep pressing the "Submit" button too early and I can't edit as it states the allowed time has expired. What's up with that?
Even if it's done within a minute.

But any ways I noticed also that for the last few days W has stopped her morning exercise routine and not dressed up that much.
And also instead of going out yesterday for my family visit for fathersday, W hung out and talked with my family and went with us to dinner last night. Originaly W said she didn't want to be around while my family visited????
I'm still bothered by knowing if S7 was concieved outside of our M. It doesn't make a difference now but I'm courious if that's maybe why she feels like she needs to "run away"?

Real quick here before I get some rest before the new job interview. I mentioned that I'd be gone this afternoon to the W and she stated back she was going to some half parenting classes at another church one of her friends goes to this week also.
Another intresting statement......


I had a good rest but bothered with a bad dream I remember having many years ago. It involves a large fortres where there are many different tasks and battles in lots of different rooms but in the end I'm rushing down a spiral staircase to get out and the building explodes.
Weird Huh.....
Anyway getting ready for a new step in my life and thought I'd start a new thread called GridLock.
I still need some answers or advice here on this last page.