since the last email i sent to H was pretty much letting him know that i won't pursue anymore with initiating contact, i have a question:

he's coming here after work today to cut the lawn. normally, i would stay and talk and offer him some help and a beer and we might ML (usually).

now, if i stay, it would feel as if my email was a fraud and i'm still in pursuit.

should i make sure to not be here?

somebody please help me do what's good for me and my goal of R??

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing