brit, i wish i had an answer for you but i'm asking the same questions.

it's so hard not having a future in our minds. we can't see ourselves with them and we won't see ourselves without them.

my IC said today that i have to make some choices soon. she said this waiting will have to come to an end and i'll have to make some decisions. she left it up to me when that will happen but she said everyone will get tired of this, me and H.

the question is: do i make it or let him make it? if he makes a decision for R, it would be great. if he decides D, it will be like another bomb.

do i give him control or take it??

let me know if you figure this out...


M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing