Goin' off the rails on a crazy train...

[wishing, hoping]

Been a while since I posted. Too busy GAL'ing. Lots of outdoor activities with the kids and lots of running around. Beautiful weather and lots of sunshine. My hair is pretty well bleached from all the sun but I love it!!!

On the home front H is pretty freaked out that I retained a lawyer. He has been trying to talk me out of the lawyer route. He says a lawyer is unnecessary and j only need to express my concerns and we can talk about them as adults. Uh, too late. I tried that. You didnt listen and I am done playing games. Now he is trying to be nice and tells me he wants things amicable between us. Tells me it's nothing personal but he just does not want to be married anymore. It has nothing to do with OW and he still cares about me and has feelings for me but just does not want the "relationship" between us anymore. Gee that makes all the difference (please note the sarcasm). As if that makes things any better. There is no point in discussing this with him because it's all about him and no opinion matters unless it is in synch with his. I just walk away and try not to get pulled into the crazy.

I have done a fairly good job at detaching but it hurts to hear the words "I just don't want to be married anymore." Seriously he is just like a teenager who is done with his toy and wants another one.